A Moment of Awesome

I talk to myself. A lot. Especially after playing at a Sunday Service or recital. I try to be kind. But, uh…well…yeah. I try. For some reason it’s often more difficult for me to be kind to myself when I do something well as it is when I do something poorly.

A recent post by DaringYoungMom entitled Drops of Awesome offered a new way for me to talk to myself, which I think is really quite wonderful because with all the years of hearing negative self-talk, I am ready for a change!

“Drops of Awesome!” I thought. Every time you do something good, something kind, something productive, it’s a drop in your Bucket of Awesome. You don’t lose drops for every misstep. You can only build. You can only fill.

All day long I chanted these words in my head…By the end of the day, I had realized something important. If I was spending time with my kids, really listening to them with attention in the moment, then I was a good listener, regardless of the 50 other times I’d brushed them off or multi-tasked while they were talking over the past week.

As I added up these Drops of Awesome, I found that in those moments I actually became the person I had always wanted to be.

You do not need to wait three months to be who you want to be. Pick up ten things right now and say, “Drops of Awesome! I am someone who takes care of my house. That is who I am. I have proof.”

In the end, it’s really about allowing yourself to feel joy and allowing yourself to be proud of the small victories of life.

This idea of allowing myself to celebrate the small victories of life led me to produce a short video of my recent experience with the Salt Lake Tabernacle organ. I think I’m as excited about the creation of my little video as I am about my brief encounter with the 5 manual, 206-rank, Æolian-Skinner organ.

A Moment of Awesome may also be viewed at Animoto.


A Well-Seasoned SALSA: Janet B.

SALSASociety of Awesome Latter-day Saint Accompanists

How does a ward organist get to play the Salt Lake Tabernacle organ???

Take a moment to get acquainted with Janet Ollman Blackmer of Draper, Utah as she shares some of her experiences with having the best calling in the Church; including her thoughts on prelude, continued organ study and the unexpected opportunity to play the Tabernacle organ.

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Janet Ollman Blackmer—Utah

Tell us a little about yourself. I grew up in Southern California but have lived all over the country. I landed in Utah after my husband died, so I could be close to my children (three girls—all married, with children). I currently serve as a ward organist and a Draper Temple organist and have taught piano lessons. Although now mostly retired, I was a naturopathic doctor and massage therapist. I married a widower a year ago and we are gloriously happy!

What was the first musical calling you received? How was that experience? I was a pianist for Primary as a teenager. It was not hard nor particularly challenging, musically. In fact, I liked being able to serve in a calling as a teen.

How long have you been playing the organ? Why did you start? I took a 12-week organ course sponsored by the LDS Church from William Foxley in 1976. We took our lessons at BYU and played the organs in the lab and all the organs in the wards of our stake. I took the class with a friend in my ward. When I first touched the organ, I was awed and my allegiance quickly shifted from the piano to the organ. Soon after taking the 12-week course, I was called to be a ward organist—a position I occupied until I moved from Utah 1-1/2 years later. Surprisingly, after that, I didn’t touch an organ for 20 years, when I was told that I was prayed into a ward in Illinois to be the organist. Although I have moved around since then, I have served in that position, along with other callings, for the past 14 years. I am currently taking private lessons and am enrolled in BYU’s Independent Organ Study program.

Do you play any other instruments? If so, which instrument do you prefer? I play the violin, accordion, and piano. I prefer the organ.

What is your favorite hymn? There are so many beautiful hymns, it’s hard to pick a favorite—I have several; for sheer beauty of melody, In Remembrance of Thy Suffering; for personal message, Lead, Kindly Light; With Songs of Praise has a lovely message, too. And who doesn’t adore The Spirit of God and Come, Come, Ye Saints? And I think Evan Stephens did a particularly beautiful job with We Ever Pray for Thee.

What is your favorite prelude or postlude piece? Postlude: James Kasen’s If You Could Hie to Kolob. I have many favorite preludes as I play in the temple and have collected so many lovely arrangements. One that I turn to repeatedly is a simple piece that I downloaded on WardOrganist.com—Daniel Berghout’s arrangement of Come, Follow Me.

What sort of things do you enjoy doing in your spare time? I play the organ, crochet doilies, garden, see my girls and grandchildren, help my aging mother, and quilt. I also like to travel to historical sites and I always read up about them before my visit.

What is one of the challenges you face as an LDS organist? Avoiding being discouraged with inattentiveness to the prelude. I would like to believe that members of the congregation are open to my invitation to the Spirit for our meeting. Another challenge is working with an instrument that could use some help.

What are some of the blessings you have received through accepting the call to serve as an organist? I have become a better organist and been able to share my love for and knowledge of the organ with those who would like to become organists. I have been inspired to take lessons so that I will become more competent. I have learned new music and become much more familiar with the hymns, not only the music, but also the words, which has increased my ability to ponder their meaning.

Janet at the Tabernacle organ

Being a ward organist is the best calling in the Church! It has opened doors to me that I would have never dreamed possible. Because I feel competent as a ward organist, I easily became a temple organist. And because I was a temple organist, I was privileged to accompany a temple devotional choir on the Tabernacle Organ, which was a thrill I never expected to have.

I believe that my spirituality has increased as I have listened to promptings about music to learn and to use in meetings. Also, I have gained a sense of satisfaction teaching young people from my wards the basic of the organ, thus preparing another generation for music service. I love playing the organ and hope that I’ll be able to serve as an organist for many years to come.

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Thanks for introducing yourself to us, Janet!
Are you or someone you know ready to join SALSA? Just go to the SALSA questionnaire, fill it out and submit. No cost, no obligation, no contract and no fine print. Just a wonderful opportunity for lds organists to get acquainted!
btw If you accepted the call to sit on that organ bench, you are awesome!  If you think you’re not, please see The Calling.

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